Question

Why do I suddenly "get" the deeper meaning of a word or phrase after I have read it a hundred times in the past without any kind of special inner "Ah Hah"?

What has "happened" in my consciousness when this happens? Am I awakening?

Answer

Yes, you are awakening. Your consciousness is opening. The opening up has the effect of you suddenly "realizing" the deeper spiritual meaning and significance of a word or phrase you have read repeatedly but only, until now, understood intellectually.

Always remember, you ARE the Oneness, conscious of Its Infinity AS your very consciousness. As you awaken to your One Infinity, words you've read a hundred times and only been able to enjoy intellectually, blossom, and become alive in your consciousness.

With that blossoming and aliveness is demonstration. The aliveness in consciousness, and the tangible demonstration of boundless fulfillment, are ONE.

Your blossoming consciousness IS ALSO your blossoming "outer" world. There is not 'two' but just One. The inner and the outer are One and identical. Watch now, as your world blossoms without ever stopping, as you remain steadfastly in Spirit, Consciousness, Awareness rather than attaching your interest and desires to the seeming outer world of things, people, events and outcomes.

Always remember: ALL YOU NEED IS SPIRIT. Not pounds, not health, not success, not a beautiful home, not a fast car, not the right opportunity, BUT SPIRIT.

When you HAVE Spirit you have all the pounds, health, success, home, car and opportunity you can handle, by overflowing measure.

All the outer wealth, health, success, happiness, and fulfillment are simply the mind witnessing greater and greater degrees of Spirit shining brighter in consciousness, by your greater AWARENESS OF SPIRIT, and SILENCE.

All already IS, but now you are relaxing, becoming more aware of your true identity - Spirit, Infinity, Boundlessness of All - and you're tangibly witnessing it happen.